Some days are just harder than others.
You try to be optimistic and in a good place, but when you are fighting depression that isn't always easy. Today is that kind of day. Don't get me wrong, nothing bad has happened today, except just not sleeping well the last three days. Just am having a hard time getting around today and cannot even understand how it can only be Wednesday.
That doesn't mean you let it win.
That is sometimes the hardest place to get to. Just reaching that point where you just say...NO MORE. That doesn't mean everything will change in the moment and you will not longer feel sad or depressed. But when you finally reach the point where you are not going to accept it as an outcome and are willing to fight to be happy again.
I still waver at this at times and have my own dark days to be sure. But I am getting to that point where things inspire me again. Which also really helps, because we cannot do this alone. We need other people to help us. We need to find things that reminds us what the end result can be. This can come from a number of places, but you have to be open to optimism and not let negativity just brush it aside.
This isn't an easy thing for damn sure.
But what worth fighting for is ever easy?
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